Mood: Inquisitive
Listening to: "Play Hurt" by American Analog Set

The days are moving by faster and as each morning comes I feel my adolescence leaving me more and more. Faster, quicker, it is fading away. My days are filled with so much emotion. Nostalgic, melancholy, happy, excited, anxious, nervous feelings flow through my body like blood. I feel that I have learned more about myself, heartbreak and life in these past few months than I have in most of the 18 years I have been alive. I have learned how to express myself and it is a fucking amazing feeling. I feel I have felt almost every emotion possible.....yet I still feel as though I am missing something. I have felt like a nomad.. Wandering aimlessly in search of what will help me survive. I have grown to know myself more. I have accepted change, I have accepted myself, I am content with who I am. And along with that self love, comes the answer. I am searching for passion. And I think that will come soon after I begin my new life. Where I am immersed in my art and surrounded by new people, new relationships, new teachings. Where I am able to truly be myself for the first time in a long time. Maybe even the first time ever.